Christmas was awesome. This was my first Christmas as a mommy and it was defiantly my favorite. It was the best. Even though Lilly didn't understand the whole concept of opening presents cause she is still to small. I enjoyed it with her. One of my friends came over on Christmas eve to be Santa and she was scared. It was cute. Santa brought her tons of clothes, she's full on clothes till summer. I just love Christmas, not cause of the gifts but because of the feeling of joy it brings. The whole idea of family being together. I love family time. It's just amazing.
It's almost 2011. 2010 has been one of the best of my 17 years of life. I was blessed with a beautiful baby girl who I love with my entire heart. There are some memories I would like to forget, but hey we live and we learn. This year I feel like I've grown into a better mom and a stronger person which makes me very proud. I'm very excited to watch my Lilly grow in 2011 she'll be one. I don't know what I'm going to do. It makes me sad to know that she's growing so fast but also very happy to know that I created such a beautiful little person. I hope to be the best mommy I can be. I hope me and her are close. I kinda want to be like Gilmore Girls, I love their relationship they're like best friends. Hopefully 2011 brings nothing but joy to me and my love bug<3>I also hope 2011 brings me fashion my dream is to be super stylish. Just dress simply cute.
My new years resolution is:
Become a better Christian. I've started to read the bible at night before bed. I just need to go to church and understand things more.
Be the best mom I can be. This is one of my biggest things. I don't want to be the type of mom that goes out and parties just because I'm still young. I want to spend time with Lilly and watch her grow and have movie nights and do fun stuff. I try not to ask my mom to babysit and I try to take her with me everywhere i go except school. I don't want to miss out on all the little things you can't see again.
Finish high school and start college. This is suppose to be my last semester and then on to college. I can't wait to have achieved this goal. I'm ready to be finished and onto college. I'm wanting to become a petroleum engineer, just cause that's where a lot of the money is. I know I can do it and I'm going to. I also want to become a baker.
Become vegetarian, not forever but just to try it. I'm attempting it now. I cut out beef and I'm just doing chicken and pretty soon I'm cutting that out as well. I just know that I can't go cold turkey cause I'll probably go very mean.
Bake, bake, and bake. I want to become a better decorator and baker.
2011 is defiantly going to be mine and Lilly's year. I plan to spend it very calm with my sweet pea, Christina, and my lovely Grandma with a good movie and awesome dinner, a spoon of black eye peas, and at midnight I plan to be saying cheers to Christina with a can of coke and she can have a can of sprite. The count down is my favorite. It makes me so anxious, knowing that it's a new year. I know a new start can happen on any day. But the whole thought of a new year is just I don't know, awesome. I just know this is going to be great year.
